Betray...

Hey to all that is reading my blog^^. I want to say something that ... a problem with one of my friend.. she is like a "cunning fox with two faces" , one minute a girl with angel wings another just change into a devil with some attitude facing people?
Who do you think you are?,
What!?
You said that i steal your friend when i'm just talking to them only like asking question then you come cut and talk i don't know what thing that make no link to her seem that you are "jealous". By the way, nobody is perfect , you think you are pretty by calling your own friend ugly even though she just change her profile picture, you called her ugly and called yourself pretty!?
 Who do you think you are?
I tell you what i don't want you as my friend anymore even losing my everything , i rather lose what that hurt me to most then losing the wants i need the most , and also when you call people ugly you are the one is ugly because everyone is the same even though the look different! everyone have a heart?
Do you know that?
 if you do not know means you don't have one you know?
 , i despises the friends' that hurt the precious one closes to me . Even so you talk bad about me?
I didn't right?... Even so you think i am scare of you! but in fact that i'm not scare of you is you are scare of me cause you only know how to fight with no sense of direction and fight with no intelligent ?
 Who do you think you are? One of my friends? NO!
I think you are one of the kind that a friend doesn't wants to be friends with you and you are so cunning!
You have two faces that you thought nobody would know right? You so fast get jealous because of one stupid tiny thing? then you start going to the whole world and complain?
Seriously you call us so childish right, in fact i think you are the most childish person i ever meet?
 your parents didn't teach you any manners is it? or when to keep quiet or when to talk? I think your parents never even teach you anything! they only teach you how to fight and complain. You
 If you so fast get jealous and say you don't want to get married in the future something like that ? Why!? In the first place, you say " this guy so hot" or " this guy so cute" Why?? are you nuts?
If so .. if you have a boyfriend ( i hope not) your boyfriend will sure suffer... that's what i think so ya...  I think you are just jealous in all what i have and do! that what i think! jealous is all that you think and jealous that make you who you are.. i really just want you to go reflect on what you have said and i do not want to talk to you until you have really change... you will regret everything! I'm sure of it...

It is sad??

Sometimes i just hate losing the people i love the most.
It feels sad when they are just gone like they just walk away so slowly until she can't see them...
 I never regret it...
You are just a chapter in the story of my life ...
 A lesson to make me stronger...
I thank you because that you broken my heart and made me who i am now...

You think what you did was okay!?
you think i don't care?
whats done is done!
you have no pain to bare 
I thought you said you loved me!?
was it all a lie?
did you want to feel lonely?
now you say goodbye!
my heart weighs a ton!!
did you ever see me!
why couldn't i see!!
but you still think what you did was okay?
you don't care
now i have no pain to bare 
i have no love
i wish you could see my suffering
i would give up everything to never see or think of you again!!!

Music Listening to K-POP.

Hmm this is what i was doing just now ...
Just bored  so i listen to this music

A Broken Hearted Girl ...

A broken hearted girl has a broken heart , a broken heart means it cannot be fixed only some one could fix it back with a brand new heart with love and soul. 

Every Heart needs another heart right but now i think again if i’m strong enough i do not need my heart to be fixed that’s what i think ….

i thought you were the everything , i never thought you could do this to me . You’re the only one I wish I could forget, the only one i love to not forgive. And though you break my heart. Although sometimes i thought i hate you but i can’t erase the memories that you hurt me, you out tears on my face.

At the end of the day, i don’t want a broken heart, i don’t want to play apart. I don’t want to play as the one who has the broken heart.

Something that i feel i need to say, but until now i really always been afraid , that you would never come for me. 

You say you got the most respect for me but sometimes i feel you’re not deserved of me….

drawing

i just interested in drawing as i love drawing . drawing is like my world  .

Meaningful aaying or stuff for me to think...


I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..


No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.



Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.



Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.



To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.



Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.



Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet theperson, we will know how to be grateful.



Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.



There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.



Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.



Don't try so hard, the best things come when you! least expect them to.

What does Love means?

I been thinking wad is love about but still  can't get it so... i blur but i heard from my teachers and friends what is love and some books too LOL :9

  True LOVE / LOVE is........

( let me think erm....)

STARTING from true love ....

 true love is golden 

true love come form the person inside not the appearance of the person so ... 

Jealousy stands out of the true love.

True love isn’t supposed to blow your mind, yet it doesn’t tend to get and to possess – it’s a and very special state of a soul.

True love means that the two people who say they love each other really love each other. They do not only say it to themselves and the people who are listening but they act on it. True love is never one sided where by one of the person in the relationship loves the other more than the other.It has to be at least equal and if it is not equal the difference should not be too great that is quite noticeable by people who were not even looking.

Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth.