27.2.12

It is sad??

Sometimes i just hate losing the people i love the most.
It feels sad when they are just gone like they just walk away so slowly until she can't see them...
 I never regret it...
You are just a chapter in the story of my life ...
 A lesson to make me stronger...
I thank you because that you broken my heart and made me who i am now...
You think what you did was okay!?
you think i don't care?
whats done is done!
you have no pain to bare 
I thought you said you loved me!?
was it all a lie?
did you want to feel lonely?
now you say goodbye!
my heart weighs a ton!!
did you ever see me!
why couldn't i see!!
but you still think what you did was okay?
you don't care
now i have no pain to bare 
i have no love
i wish you could see my suffering
i would give up everything to never see or think of you again!!!

Music Listening to K-POP.

Hmm this is what i was doing just now ...
Just bored  so i listen to this music

A Broken Hearted Girl ...

A broken hearted girl has a broken heart , a broken heart means it cannot be fixed only some one could fix it back with a brand new heart with love and soul. 
Every Heart needs another heart right but now i think again if i’m strong enough i do not need my heart to be fixed that’s what i think ….
i thought you were the everything , i never thought you could do this to me . You’re the only one I wish I could forget, the only one i love to not forgive. And though you break my heart. Although sometimes i thought i hate you but i can’t erase the memories that you hurt me, you out tears on my face.
At the end of the day, i don’t want a broken heart, i don’t want to play apart. I don’t want to play as the one who has the broken heart.
Something that i feel i need to say, but until now i really always been afraid , that you would never come for me. 
You say you got the most respect for me but sometimes i feel you’re not deserved of me….